im whacking my brain trying to understand html and how it works. crazy me, but i really want to make this site a lot more interesting. I guess ill continue this tom. there so many mosquitoes, i can barely take it anymore. they've sucked more blood than i can ever imagine. besides my moms awake already.

Sense of discipline. That is something I dont want to lack these days. When everything seems to be within so much of my reach, w/ the new credit card, I feel as if I have to get more and more, amass so many things which I think is not quite important. Like when I want to buy the shoes I've been eyeing for a month now. My heart tells me that I can buy it, charged to my credit card, that easy, that fast. Then I remember that I'll be enslaving myself to work just to pay off bills. I don't wanna go on everyday thinking I am in debt of this huge amount. This early, I feel that credit card can never be my best bud. Well, yes, I admit I can buy stuffs I couldnt afford to pay in cash. But really using it? As in shopping gallore, or buying on impulse, I don't think so. This I have to say to myself over and over again- "its ok, its not that important ...". Which leads me again to the the idea that I kinda hate malls too. They remind us to acquire more and more goods. And poor us, we succumb fast. Malls definitely remind us of how little we have so that we can buy more.. and well yeah so little I have. And still I dont think I can live w/o any mall around. Ha ha ha. Funny. Its a cycle, a whole pinpointing to which is the real evil- the credit card, the mall, or myself. Totally confusing.

The one good thing I bought using my credit card was.......the NOkia 6220 celfone. YEhey! I cannot believe I'll ever have this kind of phone. It's so cool. It has a camera, a radio and ofcourse, a video and voice recorder. Its amazing. I'm so hooked discovering every feature ,every detail of my new phone. I read the manual from start to finish, watched the Nokia info CD, and then I got as many infos on how to fully maximize it. Well I've come across slighly difficult terminologies, but what the heck, I’ve got the phone! Yehey, I love it. I bid goodbye to my NOkia 3310, a gift from Daddy. Im not gonna sell it though, it has sentimental value. It'll stay inside one my boxes.

Another Day

Another Day

Swiftly,
the light of day begins it rebirth
as the sun, in its gold-fringed glory,
dawns with anticipation.
I watch this breath-taking moment,
when the first rays of sunlight
radiate clear, dazzling colors,
I know that today lives,
as a fresh beginning,
full of challenges and promises.
I will seize Today with hope
and I will feel limitless no more.

My eyes gaze upon this gift-
the golden yellow immersed in the
green shade of the trees,
flowing and cascading hope.
Different hues in astounding beauty
give warmth and life.
Sunrise,
a single moment of watching you,
shal forever be imprinted in my heart,
indelibly marked upon my soul!
So long as you meet me everyday
I will yearn to smile and be free!
Oh sunrise, the sunrise
I so dearly adore!

angie

SY 1998

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Its a brand new year! Well, new beginnings. I wont start by putting new years resolutions. Doesnt work for me. Ive tried it for roughly 20 times, <> It s better to live one day at a time, try to be the best person i could each day. Anyway, Ive neglected blogging for a couple of weeks. Thank God our computer at home is now working. And well, here I am.