these past few days, i have been on a reflective and thoughtful mood. while life for
some begins at 40, i am rooting that it will at 30, well at least for me. wow, 30! 3 decades! i have turned 30 last oct 6! and while i have gotten more than my share of people saying, "matanda ka na talaga. magboyfriend ka na" or "mahirap tumanda ng mag-isa,", i wanted to just step back and wonder, does everyone really think that this is what i'm so worried about? is this the best thing that they can advise me? honestly, i am quite upset at these but i do understand that my friends meant well. on the contrary, turning 30 has gotten me pondering more about God's plan for me. of what life has to offer. of exciting new experiences and challenges. another chapter, another chance.
some begins at 40, i am rooting that it will at 30, well at least for me. wow, 30! 3 decades! i have turned 30 last oct 6! and while i have gotten more than my share of people saying, "matanda ka na talaga. magboyfriend ka na" or "mahirap tumanda ng mag-isa,", i wanted to just step back and wonder, does everyone really think that this is what i'm so worried about? is this the best thing that they can advise me? honestly, i am quite upset at these but i do understand that my friends meant well. on the contrary, turning 30 has gotten me pondering more about God's plan for me. of what life has to offer. of exciting new experiences and challenges. another chapter, another chance. 
this i am thinking- that life is beautiful because i am getting chances each day. 
a chance to live life to the fullest. to love as much as i can love. to give as much as i can give. to treat life and everything, even problems and inconveniences as gifts. i have experienced so much in the past decade that made me see that while life doesn't turn out the way i want it to be, it still rocks! through my life's bliss, joys, confusions and sobstories, i am raising my glass for a life lived meaningfully. and that is again according to angie's lifemeter. sure i have enslaved myself with mistakes and sins, over and over and over again. but that didn't stop me from believing and renewing myself. too often i tire myself of the cycle i put myself into. 
twisted logic, dramatic sprees, and a worry bin! i've had too much negatives that i am trying to throw away each day. for these i am applauding myself- for the goals i've reached and have not reached, for the lessons learned and still learning, for blessings that have gone and gazillions more that are coming, God willing. ;)
a chance to live life to the fullest. to love as much as i can love. to give as much as i can give. to treat life and everything, even problems and inconveniences as gifts. i have experienced so much in the past decade that made me see that while life doesn't turn out the way i want it to be, it still rocks! through my life's bliss, joys, confusions and sobstories, i am raising my glass for a life lived meaningfully. and that is again according to angie's lifemeter. sure i have enslaved myself with mistakes and sins, over and over and over again. but that didn't stop me from believing and renewing myself. too often i tire myself of the cycle i put myself into. 
twisted logic, dramatic sprees, and a worry bin! i've had too much negatives that i am trying to throw away each day. for these i am applauding myself- for the goals i've reached and have not reached, for the lessons learned and still learning, for blessings that have gone and gazillions more that are coming, God willing. ;)
belated happy birthday =)
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