better days

i wonder what would life be if i didn't let it pass. or God had not chosen me to overcome it. i struggled to finally give it up and struggle it was. haay. sometimes, we complicate our lives. we litter it with unreasonable fears. we carry emotional baggages. we wear out our mind with thoughts of failed relationships, broken dreams and frustrations. we waste our time worrying. and when we are ready to sleep it all away, we find ourselves losing sleep more than ever. we get up in the morning, more broken than when we first attempted sleeping. i am never going to put myself in that situation again. besides it is true, that we are what we choose to be. and it is in our choices, not our abilities that will show what we truly are. i love myself. and my life is a gift. honestly, i forget it all the time. at one point i have chosen to wallow in loneliness, and i felt so miserable. now, i'm ok. and i look for better days ahead.