ash wednesday

today is ash wednesday.and i have a lot to thank GOD for. i know i am so blessed, not just because of what He gives me but also for what He doesnt. sometimes i wonder why God loves me. it makes me feel awfully guilty yet thankful at the same time. while i unite myself with millions of catholics today, ash wednesday, w/c officially starts the lenten season, i pray that i can be the person God wants me to be and for once make HIm happy.