Sense of discipline. That is something I dont want to lack these days. When everything seems to be within so much of my reach, w/ the new credit card, I feel as if I have to get more and more, amass so many things which I think is not quite important. Like when I want to buy the shoes I've been eyeing for a month now. My heart tells me that I can buy it, charged to my credit card, that easy, that fast. Then I remember that I'll be enslaving myself to work just to pay off bills. I don't wanna go on everyday thinking I am in debt of this huge amount. This early, I feel that credit card can never be my best bud. Well, yes, I admit I can buy stuffs I couldnt afford to pay in cash. But really using it? As in shopping gallore, or buying on impulse, I don't think so. This I have to say to myself over and over again- "its ok, its not that important ...". Which leads me again to the the idea that I kinda hate malls too. They remind us to acquire more and more goods. And poor us, we succumb fast. Malls definitely remind us of how little we have so that we can buy more.. and well yeah so little I have. And still I dont think I can live w/o any mall around. Ha ha ha. Funny. Its a cycle, a whole pinpointing to which is the real evil- the credit card, the mall, or myself. Totally confusing.

The one good thing I bought using my credit card was.......the NOkia 6220 celfone. YEhey! I cannot believe I'll ever have this kind of phone. It's so cool. It has a camera, a radio and ofcourse, a video and voice recorder. Its amazing. I'm so hooked discovering every feature ,every detail of my new phone. I read the manual from start to finish, watched the Nokia info CD, and then I got as many infos on how to fully maximize it. Well I've come across slighly difficult terminologies, but what the heck, I’ve got the phone! Yehey, I love it. I bid goodbye to my NOkia 3310, a gift from Daddy. Im not gonna sell it though, it has sentimental value. It'll stay inside one my boxes.